i.can't.stop.

i'm the giddy girl i always depised.

i'm the girl who spins twice and kisses her shoulders

& covers her notebook with his name surrounded in hearts.

i just talked to him.

its been forever

& i just.can't.stop. [smiling]

& his voice melted away my

insecurities

& his laugh

was a much needed reminder

& we talked & talked about nothing really, but it meant everything.

he asked me if i still don't love myself

& if i still twrl in front of a mirror

[like i did when i was 10]

pouting my lips

like marilyn.

he asked me if i could steal his heart again

& i told him not until he gives me back mine.

& he said 'i never took it

you wouldn't let me. you guarded it too closely.'

he said he can only love me

when i learn to love myself

& when i do

he'll match my love [x2]

....

what should i do dollfaces?

please help me out

i'm lost.

<3<3<3

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