& sometimes i wish if i tried hard enough

maybe i could float off the edge of the world

if the earth was flat

& everything we thought was a lie

& i just laid on my back

& looked up at the sky

until i floated on nothing but air...

i could talk to myself [maybe]

about clouds & how they looked like

giraffes

or flying girls in white flowing dresses

& i wouldn't cry for everyone

i had left behind.

maybe thats what heaven's like

when you die

you just get to lay back in the sea

& see nothing but blue

& dolphins could swim by

nudging you.

the sun would never set

& you would always be warm

contemplating life...

...just because you wanted to.

& even if you did cry

it wouldn't matter

because you would be swimming in an ocean of your salty tears

[too precious to drink].

i wonder....

...do you?

<3<3<3

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