last night it thundered & rained until i convinced myself that goddesses were so angry at me for all the things i haven't done.

& i drove home from the beautiful villa in the Berkeley hills & everything was wet & new & fresh.

things are changing in me.

i can feel them.

people are protesting in the city today

& i saw a sign that said

'Send the Twins First'.

i watched old movies like Breakfast at Tiffany's & sappy movies but i forgot the storylines.

i pretended that i was with him.

& we were in the movies.

& his arms were around me, drinking me in & whispering nothings in my ear that meant everything to my heart.

thats all for now.

<3<3<3

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