& i sat & watched

the bachlorette tonight

& she finally got the guy

[the right guy]

who writes her poetry & sings her songs

& makes her feel like the world

spins & twrls only for her

enjoyment.

& le sigh.

i wish i had a life like that

& a boy to kiss

but i don't think that's possible.

because if i say those words

& i know they are floating in my mind..

well..

it just wouldn't be true.

<3<3<3

--

also.

i am late.

& scared

because i just ate a large order of fries

& i am still hungry.

[[& i am never hungry after a large order of fries.]]

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