i walked down a snowy street

that looked like every snowy street

& and people i passed

had mirrors instead of faces

& as much as it pained me

i could see myself in all their faces.

the-sad-girl

the-flamboyant-man

the-homeless-man

&& the-little-puppying-wanting-boy.

i guess..in my case..

life is what happens when you can't fall asleep.

when you want to kiss the stars & eyelids of every angel

but found yourself shackled to

a dark heavy feeling that wakes you

in the middle of the night.

maybe if i keep my eyes open long enough

eventually my heart will open again too.

i'm upset.

i had a dream about him

& i woke up before he said anything.

i desperately wish i remembered the sound of his voice.

<3<3<3

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