i never want to be elderly.

i never want to not recognize my face.

i never want someone to look on & pity me.

i want to cut out before i'm old & full of wrinkles & nobody wants me.

although, if that was my plan

i'd be gone by now.

because people already pity the girl

who's too screwed up.

they pity the girl who nobody wants.

they pity the girl who is prescribed medicine by doctors like they are shoes on sale at nine-west.

breathe.

just.

breathe.

[[i know its hard.

someday you'll give up too.

& we will all be the same.

the people that nobody wants.]]

<3<3<3

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