all i want is to stop shaking.

make the shaking stop

please

the pen starts to slip

you don't understand.

this pen

is a lifeline.

i need it.

i need this.

it's something to hold on to.

its reality for me

this is chaos

so please

make me stop shaking

so i don't drop my lifeline

because

i really don't want to be here.

but you want me here.

you say you do.

so indirectly

i guess i want that too.

<3<3<3

dad took me off paxil. DIRECTLY off. i'm lost.

i'm losing it.

i'm running away soon.

soonSOONsoon.

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